My first month of working experience

Internship to most us... getting my 1st pay in my life... LOL... yup I never do any part time job before... This is my very 1st company to work for... Is my honor or the company honor? haha... 

First month past just like that... How many things I had learn? I duno... I just knew I am getting more and more used to the environment... adaptation is one of my strong point... so no matters how harsh the condition is, how terrible the situation are... As long as I have the will to strive on... A motivation on going, my fire goes on and on... My HOD is my idol, without him I duno how much or how long I can stay... I saw how much he put in his effort and how hard he work... but still keep getting "asah", from my 1st day of work and I saw it... I put a mindset of my own, I am here to assist... I am here to fight along side him...

I did a promise during my interview... I can and I will withstand what ever stress I will be facing... I wanted to play along side him... if really he is to leave one day... I think I will not stay there long... XD as I said I am here to assist... getting know to the line operators, they said the same thing. "Go boss pergi, saya pun balik Nepal la"... He is a very big influence to the factory... but I wonder my DGM knows that? blaming? LOL... This one I keep for my other blog... hehe

Remember back the day I went for interview... the question I asked during the interview... what is the expectation from the factory for industrial trainee... my HOD answered "we need new ideas from new fresh graduate"...yup for this I did try my best to give, and still on going I hope... my DGM answered "we don't expect anything from the industrial trainee, you are just here to learn"... haha... It seems like currently I am doing more than expectation... and he said "I don't care, you all trainee also learn and go into the line and help..." when he said that, deep in my heart, I really wanted to answer him back I am doing lots more than he think I am doing...LOL 

but as usual, my nature... before putting out any words, I will analyse my work and what impact will I get back... this sentence sure get a big BOMB...so... still better not say...XD 

Everyday kena "taruh kaw kaw" by my DGM... seems getting used but I still feel the pain sometimes... I can tolerate the stress, I can take the scolding... but I barely able to cope for saying me not doing my job... I did I he told, and yet he say no... >.< just like the interview session... I study oleochemistry, yet he say I does not study chemistry... mayb that is his "pattern"... He keep complaining his staff so bad and so inefficient... If one day, all his production team suddenly gone... what's the impact? getting new staff? will he get the same kind of hardworking staff? can he find a person that can stand his temper? haha... Guess he never thought of it... 

I always think alot... I think more than he can think... He only think for quality and output... I think for the turnover rate... His relationship with the staff, I can conclude he is not so good in it... but no doubt I respect him as my superior and he is good in controlling using "power" without taking into account of feelings... no democracy or less... Seems everytime I provoke his comments, I sure kena stop in the middle of my comment with him interupting my sentence and then bring over the issue and bye bye...=.=

I will keep improving, I am the kind of person that can't stand kena "pijak kaw kaw"... I don't like kena press... but the same thing plays in my mind... I am a better assistant without needing to make decision, I found my source of motivation, if he is gone I am gone... 

2 week passed by in Topglove F19/20

2 week passes by in Topglove F19/20 during my internship... all of us having intern here always exchange our working experience now and then... we tell and hear others factory stories... seems like every factory have their own way of running and trainning their trainee... most of them doing dipping glove and compounding more to R&D... mine going the other way... I walking management and production route...

They have their fun, I have my challenge... My mentor and my HOD both helps me alot... although most of the time I alone... (almost 80% of the day) but when I get to them... they are willing to spare their time to explain to me... a chemist doing management? haha~ that's what me as production chemist in F19/20 doing... monitor the workers... ensure all are running smoothly...but I am still starting... just going around pushing here and there on minor mistake....

I am the type of prefering management than lab work... my HOD let me choose whether lab work R&D or management? A person like me that is so into management of people during secondary onwards of course choose challeging management... I love this management although I know it will be a very tough route...A failure in lab work R&D seldom get the blame...but a small mistake in production will encounter all sort of blame and scolding from all department especially the boss - GM.... He just love to keep shoot and shoot on production...since production is the heart of the factory that attached to all department... a problem in production means will pull all department down together...

Currently been assigned a big project to do... really BIG one =.=" got me head cracking d... need find out improvement on the production line to solve defects and increase output...@@ ... many of the method done by my HOD during his fresh time... now this burden fell on me again under GM order =.= ... my last project on another one still on going and now here comes another one... let's see... hopefully I can come out with some big ideas...LOL...

On the process to try turn permanent staff too...said need to see first after one month... My work start from 8am to 5.30pm... but I never thumbprint out on 5.30pm... currently record is 5.45pm earliest coz that day sicked...latest is 6.55pm coz follow GM walk the factory for 1 hour....haha.... although I start early back late but I just enjoy my work... haha... I love the stress... I just hate the noise...XD

1st day of Internship at Top Glove F19

Wuhoo... 1st day of internship... 04 may 2011, a memorable day...~ Woke up early 6.30am, ready for my 1st day ^^ after some washing and bathing... there we go 7.30am off we go to work... On the way the factory, we saw Top Glove shift workers walking home to sleep...zzzzz... 

Hmm...1st day, don't know what should I do... Get to the guard house, bla half day to the Nepal guard... at last "saya hari pertama kerja..." solve my problem, he gave a card to punch...Hmmm, probably that card only for me to punch for that day only, tomorrow will start using finger print. Now the next task, who should I meet? So, I meet the secretary which contact me... unfortunately, she starts work at 8.30am...wait wait wait...

At last, I was given my 1st uniform to change... hehe, working here really good, no need to think what to wear to work... After changing, I was given a form... "Chuah, now we need you to go to Top Glove Factory 2 to do medical check-up..." Factory 2? OMG...I need to walk 15 minutes and it's raining outside... hehe, luckily I was quite smart to ask for an umbrella ^^

Factory 2, but where should I do my health examination? Argh.... Who cares? Just simply go in and ask... I went in the 1st office, ask the HR department... he say "you go out of the building, then turn left and go in another entrance.." another entrance? So I walk out and into another office =.= ya, it's another office. So, I just got to ask again... This time the girl pointed to the building I went before and said the clinic is just beside it with the wooden door. Gosh... I look for sometimes and ya I found the clinic. 

Done with urinary test, BMI, blood test, eye sight test, body check, blood pressure... The doctor is very friendly and funny, talking to him was so entertaining...hehe... Off I go back to my factory 19... This time I was lucky to have a colleague I don't know drove a van passed by and gave me a ride. And she told me that, actually factory 19 is actually situated just behind factory 2 and we can just use the back door =.= damn...

After I handed in my signed health report to the secretary. There we go wait for another 5 minutes... Wow, I was handed over to a pretty production/R&D chemist, Chui Yoke to bring... She took me to the operation line... tell me abit about the department and there we are in the office. I was handed a book of production handout to study... good, study again... wow... I tell you, the sound of the stripping air jet was so noisy... makes me dizzy ... My pretty mentor was very busy with the production line...I need to study myself 1st...

Hoho...without noticing the time, she told me it's lunch time d...1pm-2pm, lunch break...punch out and in again at 2pm... back to the production office,  Chui Yoke tell me, later I will attend a daily quality meeting (DQM), so you follow me up to see... gosh, 1st day of work go meeting =.=... It was a long 1 hour meeting... Done meeting, at last my dear mentor Go "free" d... actually he was still very busy just that he bring me along to busy along with him...haha~ We meet the former (glove mold) department head... get the former for my DGM Mr Puon.... Hey, I got 2 free bananas to eat...haha~

There we go...off to the production line... Again we went to QA room see defect gloves... packaging room meet the assistant supervisor... went to the dipping tank... with all the noise around... Really need the ear-plug to reduce the affect on my ears... see the whole process for the glove making... starting from acid tank till tumbler machine... was explained in full by Go. 

Unexpectedly, Go was same age as me...but he is the current head of department... wow... working for around 2 years... He was so capable I could see... managing 2 factory production line...and I was just following him around also felt very tiring... wow, 6pm...my working hours is 8am-5.30pm...now it's 6pm d...hehe... I am still at the factory... not to say, of course Go and chui yoke still around... I still need to type a daily report to hand to my DGM and mentor and all production line staff. 

Phew...at 6.38pm I hit my my card...walked back to my hostel... it's a wonderful day of experience... I get 2 set of uniform 3 pens 1 pencil 1 long ruler 1 erasers 1 stapler 1 calculator and a goody bag...haha... Can't wait for tomorrow, cause I will be given a temperature catching gun to play with...hehe~ that's all for today... fun and stress...nice....  

My last week in UKM

Suddenly everything comes and goes so quickly...It's my last week in my lovely UKM...haha~ Should I feel happy or should I feel sad? Happy to say... Finally I can escape from the study life... Hmm... but a good sign or a bad start still a mystery... but good to hear that the hectic exam and study for the long 18 years of study and exam has finally come to a "temporarily" fullstops. 

I think I gonna miss the study life... exam life? nah... Dun think I gonna miss that... UKM friends and buddies, it's time to say bye bye. It's hard to believe within such a short time, my feeling towards my activities in UKM really get have tight bonds... Now suddenly a "good bye" is such a hard word to say... I don't think I really get wonderful results in my 3 years of study in UKM... perhaps might not be my best but I did really work hard for it...maybe not hard enough. I just got da feeling I can do beyond that, so let's see what can I do this sem? 

Although it's not a wonderful result in d academic but I did not felt regret for that... I enjoyed my life in the university to the fullest... with all sorts of activities I held, I joined, I participated, I put my heart into... I learned I applied...I rethink and I review... The motto "where there is need, I will be there" drive me throughout my university life... Try to helps as many as I can... why? good question. I might not be so generous, help for no repay... but maybe I felt I need to do something to clear my sin, earn some deeds, hoping for a better life for my family. Whether one appreciate or not, it's non of our business... Do what's right, care no more than that.

A person I respect the most during my university life - not a lecturer but more to a mentor to me. Felo Chin, I would like to thank alot. A person with lots of thoughts and I made him my model actually. Always try to think beyond others, figures out small parts, thinking not only out of the box... I would like to say think in the box, out of it, bottom of it and lastly in between it...XD a box is a question, a problems... methods of thinking is the method of solving... there is more than 1 usually...^^ He teaches me by example... by the role he played, by the humor he shows... his smile was just too cool... gonna miss it.

KKM a place I stay for 3 years. No water, lousy wifi, expensive food, expensive rental... but I still stick here for these 3 years. I just couldn't put down my feeling towards the club... haha at last the day to say bye bye comes. I just simply love the club, don't ask me why. The feel is there... these complaints just couldn't affect my feelings...hehe~ now I just gotta wish the club good luck...

There's still some things to be settle... A last exam to go... and adios to UKM... we will meet again September...^^

Getting Sleepless

Yet another sleepless night... On every sleepless night, I lay on my bed. Looking up at the ceiling where the fan spins, it goes round and round... Feeling the breeze of wind blow through the window... There goes the feeling again... A sort of pain which isn't the pain of wound... but it hurt more than a wound... A "wound" that will stays forever...

Every time I got an image of it... It's just hurts as much as it did when it was the time it happens. It just won't helps to pop out as I failed to went to sleep... Time is the medicine for everything as it says... so, I assume my medicine dose isn't enough yet to heal... 

Time to let go I said to myself... Time to wake up... 

hey! bullshit... It's time to sleep and dream...

So, it's time to sleep or it's time to wake up... What a difficult choice to make at such a time... still life goes on...^^

Joker

Joker, a person that plays joke or prank for the sake of entertainment... When I say joker, most people will come out with Batman. So, the person that understand Joker the most is Batman? Bullshit... 

Who understand the joker? When even a joker can't understand himself... apparently NO. Going around messing up things, playing prank on others is entertaining himself or others? Does a  joker has a feeling? How the feeling of being played? Does he ever had one? ermm, HEART? He earns the smiles of others through the misfortune of another... If he was wrong, why others laughed? They don't have HEART either? 

That's humanity, we laugh when we thinks is funny. When we are the one that been laughed at, we get mad, we get hurt. Does this theory implies to our joker? Does he ever get hurt, get mad? He is the mask under his true self, he is too a man. He too have the feelings of others have... Just that jokes are jokes... so, why so serious?

Bad friend

A friend that doesn't care much about you... Always critics about you... Made fun of you in front of everyone... Never laugh along side you but always laugh when he felt you are funny... bullying you no matters what time what day what situation... Hurts your feelings, so? He never cares... He is such a terrible friend. Have you meet such friend? Bet you have...

How many friends can this bad friend have? who is the unlucky one to be friend with him? A person that only know how to critics, push you down the cliff when you are so meant to jump... friend, huh? 

Haha... so? It's me... a bad friend... no matter how the earth turns... how many years pass by... I am still the person that will keep bomb and shoot... This is me... A fact that will never change... Accept or not it a decision ... Sorry if I disappoint you...  

A bad guy a bad friend... a terrible person...ME~