What the... I speechless

I am damn pissed off... I couldn't believe why I have such a "good" "U"... I am always proud to be part of the team... I have a team of full committed workers supporting me... Bunch of cute colleagues... I am quite happy with all I have... but why "U" landed on my working career???? A small black dot makes my white cloth ruined!!!

What are "U" trying to hint??? "If you don't want to work in this factory then tell me..."... "You want me to fire you???"... "If you cannot perform, why I need you in the department... I will transfer you to other department..." "I transfer alot people to other department before..."

OK... "U" are the big boss... and really bossy... I duno what to say... I feel so down... When I saw my colleague face expression... nod the head... The look... Sorry I don't have good EQ... When I am very angry, I will just try to avoid any other interaction with others... So that I don't lost my temper...

I did my best... put in all my heart into work... ended up with this... If it was "U" how "U" will think? "U" are one person I couldn't understand why so so so heartless... How people want to work under "U" for long period of time??? people said "U" did know about it... so? why not change? waiting for people to suit "U"? then... slow slow wait la...

Arghhhh................. Just wanted to release my tension and stresss!!!!!! Tomorrow will be another challenging day with "U"... haizzzz....  

Turning and turning point again

My night shift ended so sudden... Enjoyed it up to the very max... with no meetings to attend... no taruh taruh... nothing to afraid of... Breeze cold air cool my brain when hot oven air heated my head up... LOL

Another 2 more weeks of night shift was cut off... =.=" haizzz... Now turning point back to morning shift... DAMN!!!! If you see the time I post this post... I think you get what I mean DAMN... haha~ already get used to wake at night... now could get my self to bed... Feeling very very awake @@ 

Later will start my first day back to morning... the whole crazy routine will be waiting for me again... Night shift no routine... Everything is a surprise... Everything is a challenging... Morning is lagi more "challenging" =.= Short short 2 weeks of night shift passed... Wondering any chance for me to go back to night? haha... Some might think is mad... But really enjoy night shift... working with my assistant head to head solving problems is so amazingly cool...

Learning things you don't get to learn or don't really have the time to learn... keke~ another 2 more hours... hopefully I wont be half sleeping during my working hours.... >.<