Internship to most us... getting my 1st pay in my life... LOL... yup I never do any part time job before... This is my very 1st company to work for... Is my honor or the company honor? haha...
First month past just like that... How many things I had learn? I duno... I just knew I am getting more and more used to the environment... adaptation is one of my strong point... so no matters how harsh the condition is, how terrible the situation are... As long as I have the will to strive on... A motivation on going, my fire goes on and on... My HOD is my idol, without him I duno how much or how long I can stay... I saw how much he put in his effort and how hard he work... but still keep getting "asah", from my 1st day of work and I saw it... I put a mindset of my own, I am here to assist... I am here to fight along side him...
I did a promise during my interview... I can and I will withstand what ever stress I will be facing... I wanted to play along side him... if really he is to leave one day... I think I will not stay there long... XD as I said I am here to assist... getting know to the line operators, they said the same thing. "Go boss pergi, saya pun balik Nepal la"... He is a very big influence to the factory... but I wonder my DGM knows that? blaming? LOL... This one I keep for my other blog... hehe
Remember back the day I went for interview... the question I asked during the interview... what is the expectation from the factory for industrial trainee... my HOD answered "we need new ideas from new fresh graduate"...yup for this I did try my best to give, and still on going I hope... my DGM answered "we don't expect anything from the industrial trainee, you are just here to learn"... haha... It seems like currently I am doing more than expectation... and he said "I don't care, you all trainee also learn and go into the line and help..." when he said that, deep in my heart, I really wanted to answer him back I am doing lots more than he think I am doing...LOL
but as usual, my nature... before putting out any words, I will analyse my work and what impact will I get back... this sentence sure get a big BOMB...so... still better not say...XD
Everyday kena "taruh kaw kaw" by my DGM... seems getting used but I still feel the pain sometimes... I can tolerate the stress, I can take the scolding... but I barely able to cope for saying me not doing my job... I did I he told, and yet he say no... >.< just like the interview session... I study oleochemistry, yet he say I does not study chemistry... mayb that is his "pattern"... He keep complaining his staff so bad and so inefficient... If one day, all his production team suddenly gone... what's the impact? getting new staff? will he get the same kind of hardworking staff? can he find a person that can stand his temper? haha... Guess he never thought of it...
I always think alot... I think more than he can think... He only think for quality and output... I think for the turnover rate... His relationship with the staff, I can conclude he is not so good in it... but no doubt I respect him as my superior and he is good in controlling using "power" without taking into account of feelings... no democracy or less... Seems everytime I provoke his comments, I sure kena stop in the middle of my comment with him interupting my sentence and then bring over the issue and bye bye...=.=
I will keep improving, I am the kind of person that can't stand kena "pijak kaw kaw"... I don't like kena press... but the same thing plays in my mind... I am a better assistant without needing to make decision, I found my source of motivation, if he is gone I am gone...
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